Crazy, Cozy Words

Ngayon ay lumalaban! Well, as they quote it in here. This university is huge! (literally) There's literally places for you to walk to, heck, why take the jeep when you could go for the long walk? That's my workout, well, now. Kaya siguro napapansin nila mama na napayat na ako. Hey! It's been a while since I wrote something about myself. Yes, I know summer is over and all that shit — pero you got to move on. I quote Captain America on it too, " the world is in our hands, " so ayon, we got to do something about it. Sorry! Sabog ako habang tinatype ko to. I have 2 projects due next week, too. So, what's up with me these days? Why haven't I been writing for 9 months? Well, it was clearly nothing. Clearly , as I would like to say about it, to be honest. With that being said, this is how I became an Isko, which made me be the man who I am, today. Let's get started. August 2018. I was curious about the courses that my classmates and friends wou...

Right here is a picture of me sitting down on the floor missing the bench for sitting, missing its sole purpose. Discombobulated. adjective  // upsetting feeling; confusion. No, I didn't think of a deep word just to make the whole thread seem fancy and all. Besides, it has become one of my favorite words since it basically just defines me, and to what I feel today. As I'm writing the thoughts of my mind while waiting for the reply of someone I care about, I perhaps just wrote this piece for the sake of extracting what bothers me in my mind right now. It has been quite a ride this year. No, not because I cut me and my old friend's means of communication and ending up with a thin-yet-sophistical-chance of actually feeling happy, well, as it looks like it does. Geez, when will they ever make the next part of this movie? This has been in my head for the rest of 2018. Happiness? I wouldn't know. I would watch all the MCU movies within a week and I could...

ft. a lot of noteable people, but mostly, you. ready your tears, I guess? 😅 Sorry I couldn't write you a real letter this time, bud. My schedule is too tight for me to plug you in. I'll make it up to you for the rest of the school year, I promise. Yet, you owe me. A meetup, a video call, and an ice cream. Or maybe never mind, I'm sure you wouldn't make the same effort I keep on doing, so, carry on. But I won't go there. I won't.. I am so, so, sorry ☹ I was the reason why you lost most of your friends within a blink of an eye. It's my fault. Trust me, we'll make a way to keep you close to people you could trust. Your friends will be there for you, I promise... They got your back while I'm not the one who's around for you. I too, am sorry for not trying to have your back despite you losing your friends. I didn't know what to do. To be honest, I didn't know that time if I should still love you but as it turned out that night, I w...

BRAIN TRAIN BLOG! Yayayay actually this blog would originally be in my Twitter rant account: debidrants. Pa-follow HAHAHA jk don't, puro galit nandito. Or maybe not, I'm not sure. HAHA just don't ;)) Anyway: onto the blog! *teachers would be named after their aliases. The first day started off with my favorite subject in Senior High School: CHEMISTRY (as in, peyborit ko talaga yan) so Ma'am EG set the tone for the whole journey, she gave the class the light mood, and ofc, there should've been smiles all around. She was a hyped teacher. Right after our first subject ever at Brain Train, we finally proceeded with the formal Introduction spearheaded by Sir CJ . He was one of the most joyful teachers in the center, sharing stories of his when he was at UP, and ofc giving us laughs throughout the review. Before introducing himself, he asked us to go first. Was it really necessary to introduce yourself to a class you'll only att...

"😁" "Uy, hello..! 😃" Alright, maybe this post is probably a little dramatic than usual. Though I usually make posts that actually have something between the lines, I still try to prove a point as I finish the paragraphs. This one probably wouldn't prove a point, as if, this is just a story. Yes, this is just a story. Remember when you said: " A piece of the world was only mine; a nd then I said I wanted more", what if the only thing in the world took more of you rather than give more of you? This story lasted 8 months. The story began the most millenial way possible. Guy finds a girl, girl finds a guy, they meet, they talk. Simple. The beginning isn't usually hard, rather it's just where the difficulty of the remaining parts would depend on. A good beginning means a good end. Nope, not all the time. For sure, this story started with the guy and the girl talking and meeting. The guy perhaps makes his first move, trying to impress the gi...

Oh, this school year. Many consider the end as "one hell of a ride". Others would call it a "long journey", or "a wild adventure". I for myself, can't deny the fact that what they say is true. It has been one hell of a ride, a long journey, and a wild adventure. I met new people along the way, and even until now, thinking of them kind of put the thought in my mind that these guys have been special to me along the way. I won't get too dramatic, but I'll keep the message true. People usually expect that the part where a group you've belonged in for a long time become dear to you by the time you say goodbye to them, yet it is also sad to know that after those goodbyes, time will pass and eventually it'd feel like they never existed in your life, heck, even in that year. Us humans change our emotions drastically due to time, that's why time would always take the pain in our hearts away. These emotions come out because of the little ...