The Upside Part of Everything.

An open letter.

 Thank you for being here for me.
Thank you for making me feel special.
Thank you for lifting me up when I felt the weight of the world.
Thank you for appreciating me.
Thank you for standing by my side when I was alone.
Thank you for keeping me cheered up.
Thank you for all the jokes and stories you told me.
Thank you for accepting what I felt for you.
Thank you for giving up your other hand for me.
Thank you for not letting go of me.
Thank you for choosing me as a part of your life.
Thank you for everything you've ever done to me.
Thank you for loving me back when I loved you with my all.


suicide letter

 you were never there for me
you treated me like shit
you put the weight of the world on my shoulders
you always doubted me
you left me
you make me feel low
you made jokes about me and made fun of me
you didn't deserve me
you gave up on me
you let go of me
you said I wasn't even supposed to live
you did every harm you could ever do to me
you make me hate myself as I keep bleeding to death all the more

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