Crazy, Cozy Words

the other half of " di ka niya pansin. " Disclaimer: Look, things will always get better. The person you're thinking right now might not be the last person you'll get attracted to for the rest of your life! Just get out there and make sense out of yourself, you'll be fine. I promise you that. What does it feel like to love and to be loved back? It sure is a wonderful feeling. This includes the feeling of loving someone and getting loved back, first times are always the sweetest.  Sure, sometimes it couldn't get sweeter no longer, for some things just aren't meant to be. No matter how long something lasts, it's only a matter of time till it breaks on its own. Nothing lasts long enough. este, walang forever. *bitter kasi di pa nagrereply* But nothing is better than having the essence of knowing that someone makes you feel special. Like, really, it is one of the greatest feeling to have, in like, ever. You're someone's priority, you...

An open letter. Thank you for being here for me. Thank you for making me feel special. Thank you for lifting me up when I felt the weight of the world. Thank you for appreciating me. Thank you for standing by my side when I was alone. Thank you for keeping me cheered up. Thank you for all the jokes and stories you told me. Thank you for accepting what I felt for you. Thank you for giving up your other hand for me. Thank you for not letting go of me. Thank you for choosing me as a part of your life. Thank you for everything you've ever done to me. Thank you for loving me back when I loved you with my all. suicide letter you were never there for me you treated me like shit you put the weight of the world on my shoulders you always doubted me you left me you make me feel low you made jokes about me and made fun of me you didn't deserve me you gave up on me you let go of me you said I wasn't even supposed to live you did every harm you could ever d...

Selebrasyon. Wala pa akong naiisip na magandang regalo para sa'yo nung linggong yun. Inisip ko pa kung yung presence ko sa party mo ay sapat na. Sana. Dapat nga ganun nangyari. Nag-isip ako. Sandali lang, naisip ko na regaluhan ka ng isang liham, tsaka isang stuffed toy. Oo, nag-"go with the flow" ako. Pero yun lang naman siguro ang magpapasaya sa'yo. Inisip ko kung paano ko isusulat ang liham. Love letter ba? Appreciation letter? Happy birthday greeting? Pero dahil pwede namang pag-ugnayin yung mga naisip kong mga paraan, pinagsama-sama ko ang lahat ng mga naisip ko para mabuo yung liham ko para sa'yo. Binati kita dahil kaarawan mo. Pinasalamatan kita dahil ikaw madalas ang dahilan ng kasiyahan ko. Yung liham yung naging sign mismo na.. mahal na kita. Bumili ako ng teddy bear kasi alam ko naman na mahilig ka sa mga cute na bagay. Sinabihan mo pa nga akong cute sa mga Snaps ko. Aside dun, cute na yung height mo (oops), cute ka pa (ayy grabe haha!). Bumili ...

I literally gave this certain person a gift so we could get closer. *Closer intensifies* I don't really think that the main purpose of giving something special to someone special means to destroy whatever friendship or relationship you and another person have. It's just a damn gift. Chill the heck out! For all we know, Christmas is just around and I'm not even ready. But life, you know. But, shit happens, you know. I mean like, we got much more further apart after I gave that gift. Damn it. Drr. 😪