Hangin.

the other half of "di ka niya pansin."

Disclaimer:
Look, things will always get better. The person you're thinking right now might not be the last person you'll get attracted to for the rest of your life! Just get out there and make sense out of yourself, you'll be fine.

I promise you that.



What does it feel like to love and to be loved back? It sure is a wonderful feeling. This includes the feeling of loving someone and getting loved back, first times are always the sweetest. Sure, sometimes it couldn't get sweeter no longer, for some things just aren't meant to be. No matter how long something lasts, it's only a matter of time till it breaks on its own.

Nothing lasts long enough.

este, walang forever. *bitter kasi di pa nagrereply*

But nothing is better than having the essence of knowing that someone makes you feel special. Like, really, it is one of the greatest feeling to have, in like, ever. You're someone's priority, you're someone's special property, and the best one, you're someone's necessity. You are what they make them complete. You are the one who would make their day, but that gives you the right to break your loved one apart.

Pero dahil pakupalan na ang kompetisyon ngayon, gwapo't mistisa na lang ang nagkakaroon ng tunay na pagmamahal.

I'll be brutally honest, I don't usually let go of people, especially if I treat you as special. The only reason for me to let someone go is when they don't treat me the same thing. That's life anyway, it isn't fair, at all. Until now, the person I care for the most treats me as if I'm a sack pile of sand, just a little tip and I could flow over the ground. I could also be the wind, noticed only when I make the first move. It sucks, I know, it's been this way for the whole year. 2017 never made me feel well.

Gusto mo na may taong nandyan para sa'yo lagi, pero parang itinataboy mo ako.

The only probable thing to do is that, you can leave the person you love for a while. Give it a couple of days, a couple of weeks, or even a month for space. If they think that you're something they could miss some other time in their life, they'll get back to you through a message, or even a call. If you leave the person and he or she never even looks back to you, leave them be; it isn't worth it. You're special, and if you can't see that, some other time someone could come over by you and say that right in front of you.

You're special, loko.

That's why don't feel down when you're trying so hard and the person's heart you tried to have didn't go the way you thought it'd go. Don't worry! Life will make its time for you, just for you. God knows the good in you apart from what everyone else think of you. Lonely? Alone? Sad? Nah. God knows your pain, and He'll pull you through from it. Believe in Him, after all, He knows the best for all of us, let's just be patient and wait for him to talk back to us.

Don't feel bad, okay? Di ka hangin. Ang hangin, papansin; ang tao, karapat-dapat mahalin. Never bring yourself down. You'll probably fall into your own weight if you do.

Smile because you lived your life alone, but the road is still long enough for you to get through.

God bless you!


David
'17

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